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[Dec. 23rd, 2009|12:50 pm] |
the snows so pretty but i wish it was summer.
today is christmas eve's eve :) yay! one more day of work and thennn a vacayy for a few days..
presents presents presents :D :D :D :D :D |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2009|11:42 pm] |
I'm finishing twilight tonight:) i read like 30 pages while kyle watched his dumb car showss lol. were like an old married couple sitting on the couch lol.
I wanna know what it'd be like to find perfection in my pride, to see nothing in the light. Turn it off in all my spite, in all my spite, i'll turn it off. |
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[Nov. 30th, 2009|10:05 pm] |
she's a maniac maniaccc on the floooor!
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[Nov. 20th, 2009|10:32 am] |
The Courier Times is complete BULLSHIT and i feel so bad for kyle. I love him sooo much and hes not a bad person.
Lady Gaga with matinaaa in January :)sooo psychedd :)
I'm not twilight obsessed but i am going to see it this weekend with my cousin :) |
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[Nov. 4th, 2009|09:30 am] |
so halloween was awful. cops suck. and luckily my mom wasnt even mad.
sooo kyle made me go to ESU with him for halloween. even though for threeee hours i said he can go but i really didnt want to. so we went. i didnt even bring my halloween costume because one he said he wasnt getting dressed up and two i dont know many people there and im not dressing up like a fucking cat infront of people i dont know hahaha. anyway we get to mikes i painted some of the boys red and white for the phillies and after a little i was getting alittle happier and not being a miserable bitch. so we go to the party oddly all the girls there were being really nice to me and everything was fine i literally had one drink and watched the phils on the TV and the cops showed up. fast forward. everyone worked together to get kyle out of the party without the cops seeing because he cant afford to get in trouble again.. well that leaves me with mike and josh and kirstin. so fast forward once again were all outside with the cop apperently getting an under age which i was so pissed about cause i didnt really drink i couldnt even finish my whole cup before the cops came. so i said i wasnt drinking and i got a disorderly conduct fine comming in the mail. and kyles paying for it.
oh and theres possibly a blood clot in my lung so in a few hours ill be on my way to the hospital for a CAT scan. awesome i love getting IVs put in. ughh
sunday we went and walked around center city :) it was funnn :)
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[Oct. 19th, 2009|10:14 am] |
Me and Kyle went to a Pumpkin patch and we picked pumpkins and carved them :)
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[Oct. 16th, 2009|10:25 am] |
MY cousin is getting married next weekend! AHH! it's so weird! but im really excitteed
i wish kyle was going to the wedding with me :(
Tonight me kyle and my cousin and he girlfriend are going on a haunted tour of Philly and then were going on a hayridee, but the weather is reeallll shitty :( i went shopping last night yay :) and im getting my hair dyed before the weddinggg. caannott waitt! I'm getting ugg boots sooon and im ordering a juicy necklace noww :)
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[Oct. 6th, 2009|11:08 pm] |
I am only putting this on here because i want to keep it and be able to always look back on it.
"Caroline hinkle, I dont even know where to begin. I cant believe youve stayed with me through all of this. You continue to make me smile no matter what the situation. I'm so lucky to have you in my life and i couldnt even imagine not having you. I never ment to make you worry about me.I dont want you to think im a bad person because i did something stupid. I love you with all my heart and that wont ever change. I hope you get this soon because I dont even have your cell phone number written down. You can call my house if you have trouble sleeping it doesnt matter what time. I wanna be with you forever.
I love you tooo much. "
i just feel like this is it and its real this time. |
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[Oct. 5th, 2009|10:57 pm] |
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I never want to go threw that ever again. I dont think i could even explain how i felt today not knowing where he was or who he was with. The call i got about the video tape of the 3 unknown men with him scared me to death. I got sent home from work n everything. I'm so glad hes home. I love him so much. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2009|09:25 am] |
it's almost october! i can not wait!
this weekend i'm going to see Pink in concert for Dana's birthday hahaha next weekend i'll prolly go up to see kyle at school. but the weekend i am most excitted for in Oct16th 17th and 18th!
October 16th: i'll pick kyle up from school(he really needs to convince his parents to take his car back to school) Then we'll prolly go out to eat or something, Then me him grace and my cousin and her girlfriend are going on a haunted ghost tour of Philly. Then possibly were gonna go see Where the Wild things are. I'll prolly end up sleeping at kyles
October17th: Rachel is in homecomming court soooo me and kyle are going to go to homecomming. However graces family is going to be there so i can't show up drunk even though its in the afternoon which is REALLY gay. I'm not sure if my moms going to have some type of cake or something that weekend but i guess i'll try and fit it in hahaha. After homecomming were gonna all get reaaaal retarded :)
October 18th: Sunday :( i have to drive Kyle back unless he decides to skip his first class then i can wait til monday morning. UNLESS his parents let him take his car :) :)
Kyles parents are in Jamaica and his mom is so cute she sent me a facebook message hahaha
This past weekend i had a huge upset but idk i'm getting over it slowly it was really anything to big but i was still shocked. Kyles really trying to earn my trust and i'm so glad that he is working this hard at it. This time last year I honestly wouldn't have expected this from him. Just the things he says its kinda weird but in a good way. I love him.
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[Sep. 21st, 2009|09:52 pm] |
Spent the weekend with kyle josh and laina at kyles college went to some partyss fell asleep drunk to knocked up. Kyles taking me grace and laina to see Bo Burnham cause hes on tour! can not waitttt. hes the bestesttt.
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[Sep. 7th, 2009|09:37 pm] |
in love. again. so glad.
i can't even explain.
<3
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[Jul. 2nd, 2009|08:48 pm] |
Dear Sean,
IT doesnt feel real. i still feel sick to my stomach. I was with you that night. The first time in years since i seen you. God or someone wanted me to see you before you passed. i love you so much your really our little super hero batman now. I didnt even reckonize you that night but you knew who i was. Im so glad we took that walk together regardless if you lied to me that night about a lot i knew why you were doing it. You told me you were depressed and you asked me to just leave the party and stay at ur house with you and just hangout and isaid i couldnt. Who knows maybe if i stayed you would have too. I hope you didnt do this on purpose because you were so special. You were one of the best Sean and everyone knew that. You told me how you always think of that night at carolyns where we sat on the roof together and then cuddled on the couch all night til the morning. I wish i had that all back right now. Honestly ill admit that the entire night i slept at mike mcdonalds taking care of his drunk ass i was thinking about you and how i was excitted to get my new car and come pick you up the next day. This really hit home Sean. And i love you since the first day i met you at like 13 years old, Flyers Skate Zone. You were such alittle punk ass. you were so skinny and all decked in black. You've always been such a little heartbreaker. Your always with me i cant say it enough how much i miss you and how awful it feels to know that ill never see you in life again. I pray to god that your alright and that your at peace with your grandpop.Your going to be with me for the rest of my life Sean. Touching your hand today was one of the hardest things i have ever done. Seeing you lay there and knowing you really werent there anymore. Seeing your tattoos that only a few days before you were showing off to me. you made me hug you like 4 times that night and im so glad i did. Sean if you ever actually see this on a lighter note...i carried you in beer pong that night and thanks for drinking for me..But like i said I learned from the master :) i love you and i dont want to let you go. I am so sorry Sean that i left that night and didnt say goodbye. I want to go back so bad and just hug you and tell you i love you. I feel terrible for just leaving but i just figured id see you the next day. I love you.
Is this really happening?
The little Sean i remember.
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[Jan. 6th, 2009|12:15 pm] |
so i found the upload plug for my camera finally! I've been home sick for like 5 days... hopefully tomorrow i'll go back to school. i like the sleeping in thing but i wanna go out at night. I'm so happy when i'm with him but he'll be leaving sunday and then i'm back to where i started.... or maybe not, maybe we can work things out for weekends or something... I really havent been thinking about it cause its only tuesday so i have a few more days and i'm not gonna discuss it with him i'm just gonna let things play out he said i love you i feel so gayy for being all giddy about it but idk it was nice to hear and at first i thought he was being a smart ass since we were kinda like argueing in a kidding way but idk he's said it after that sooo who knowss. ive slept over his place a few times this break but i always leave extra early idk why i just do. his mom said for him to be a gentlemen and not sleep in the bed with me but to sleep on the floor and give me the bed ahhahaha loveeee ittt! so the last time i left early cause i felt bad since he was prolly really uncomfortable. i'm gonna visit him at his college since i finally told my mom were talking again.. she doesnt really care all that much all she said was people dont change they may alter how they act but they are still the same. and i agree i just think were the same just possibly a little more mature... or lets hope we are ahaha. oh well i'm pretty happy with everything right now and idk even when we do like argue or anything i don't let it get to me anymore.. i guess all these years are finally paying off.
I just want to recap on new years eve and the couple parties i went to.. first i went to barbs and it was a good time until james got a little to drunk and started freaking out cause i didnt want to get with him anymore since he hooked up with golden before i got to the party. he went on and on about how it was an accident and he didnt mean to and he wants to be with me blah blah he freaked out and punch the side of the house which is cement and he broke his hand and people we blaming me for it so i was all pissed and drunk and james kept trying to talk to me and he was getting blood on me sooo guess who showed up and got me and crystal away from the party... yuppp kyle and justin :) then we went to this girl nikkis and it was a good time jim chris and doug were there but then crystal got alittle to drunk and was about to puke so me and justin were trying to get her to a bathroom and when i got her all set up in there and she was sitting up straight over the toilet i walked out to call barbs house to see if i could take her there to sleep as i was gone this girl and this black kid were like trying to help crys but in a bad way the black kid was trying to like take her hoodie of and the girl was sticking her fingers down crys's throat so i was like its okay shes alrite get off of her i got her from here thanks and the girl was freaking out like if shes your friend you wouldnt have left her and crystal is all drunk and sick yelling i want my best friend... HELLO IM RIGHT HERE! so people came into the bathroom and the black kid shoved kyle and justin came in and snatched her and put her in kyle car and i grabbed all of our stuff and i walked bare foot in the ice and cold with no jacket hahah i guess thats how i ended up sick.. so we dropped her off at barbs and then we went to doyles from what i remember but by this time i was gonneeee and a few of them went down to the shed and left me and christina upstairs and we tried to play mario karts but were to retarded to even function and play the game so we were just talking forever and then all of a sudden i woke up on kyles arm and he was like alritee lets get home you snore like a champ. hahahah ooops idk all i remmeber is standing up and i like fell from being like passed out ahaha but i made it to his car so its all good and then we just went and slept at his place. but seriously that night was ridicccc.!
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[Dec. 29th, 2008|11:54 am] |
i'm not even gonna go through the whole weekend and what happened....
but last night was ridic..
crystal picks me schmidt and brandon up..we smoked and ate tons of food.
me and crystal were bored and justin petermen told us to go to this girl nikkis party in levittown. so we go were hanging out the cops show up and they are all around the house with flash lights and shit ahaha we sat in the dark for like an hour and justin and clavo ran haha we finally leave and the cop ticketed everyones car crystal got one for parking the wrong direction hahahaha so then were on our way to kyles and we climb through his window and we slept there.. it was nice we all got real close lol. then me and crystal left this morning and we get to my house and i have a flat tire hahahaha fuckkk my lifeee
"word up, g" 
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[Dec. 5th, 2008|01:46 pm] |
he'll be back haha
anyway
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[Nov. 9th, 2008|11:20 am] |
K: well you know you love me and ive always been your fav.
C: Idk Mike was pretty cool
K: He wasnt even your boyfriend
C:yeah so?
K: you just had sex with him forever.
C: and?
K: Thats trashy. haha
ten minutes later while im getting out of the car...
C: Were never having sex again
K: Why?
C: Because that would be trashy.
:) :) :) even though i hate him i love that kid hahaha |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2008|08:34 pm] |
Partyyy Peopleee
Kyle comes home this upcomming weeekend! |
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